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Fault
01:52
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From time to time confusion clouds up my mind
Always searching for answers that I know I’ll never find
Some say I think too much
Others say I don’t care enough
When I look at myself I don’t like who I’ve become
Every single day there’s a struggle in my head
I just want to get away
I just want to go to bed
I didn’t mean to disappoint everyone
I could have been a better friend and a better son
I know I’m here but do I even exist?
If I was gone, would I even be missed?
Big ideas, small results
I could blame world but I know its my fault
I had a chance and I fucking blew it
This place is damned and I always knew it
From time to time confusion clouds up my mind
Always searching for answers that I know I’ll never find
I’ve given this too much thought
Maybe I just need to stop worrying about the things I’ve done
Cause this is not the life I want
Damn forgiveness
I can’t win this
Dropping out
I’m done
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2. |
Lost
02:03
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Pounding away day after day
Disregarded like a shade of gray
I spent months neglecting my life
Check my back to find your fucking knife
I tried so hard but my efforts were all for nothing
Painful and slow I can never just let this go
Crushed by constant anguish
Lost I can’t escape this
A person is only as good as their word
And your word does not mean shit
If a promise is a cloud and fulfillment is rain
Then trapped in this desert is where I’ll remain
Severed ties, no goodbyes
Best friends, never again
My distain for you will never end
Fuck
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Descend
01:30
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There’s not enough space on this page
To express all this built up rage
That I harbor in my heart
These hard feelings might tear me apart
Drowning in a sea of disbelief
I can feel my lungs fill up with hatred and dissonance
Gasping for breath
Staring at death
This is the end
Time to descend
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Blame
02:49
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It’s 4:32am and I can’t sleep
My brain is dead buy my heart still beats
Not much to eat for the past three days
Sick to my stomach I continue to shake
When will these feelings I have cease to exist like the dreams I had?
How long before these thoughts that I have tear at my soul until there’s nothing left?
I’ve lost my drive and all ambition
They knew what was best but I didn’t listen
Today the world is so much different than what I imagined as an adolescent
The peace that I seek is nowhere in my site
I’m not in your hurry
Waterlogged eyes, my vision is blurry
The only thing I can see
Is a sad world dying around me
It’s 4:32am and I can’t sleep
My brain is dead buy my heart still beats
Not much to eat for the past three days
Sick to my stomach I continue to shake
When will these feelings I have cease to exist like the dreams I had?
How long before these thoughts that I have tear at my soul until there’s nothing left?
Fuck
I never thought it would end this way
No one to blame but me
Second chances, we tried and we tried
Dead in the water, eyes to the sky
We both knew it would never last
Just gotta stop living in the past
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