From time to time confusion clouds up my mind
Always searching for answers that I know I’ll never find
Some say I think too much
Others say I don’t care enough
When I look at myself I don’t like who I’ve become
Every single day there’s a struggle in my head
I just want to get away
I just want to go to bed
I didn’t mean to disappoint everyone
I could have been a better friend and a better son
I know I’m here but do I even exist?
If I was gone, would I even be missed?
Big ideas, small results
I could blame world but I know its my fault
I had a chance and I fucking blew it
This place is damned and I always knew it
From time to time confusion clouds up my mind
Always searching for answers that I know I’ll never find
I’ve given this too much thought
Maybe I just need to stop worrying about the things I’ve done
Cause this is not the life I want
Damn forgiveness
I can’t win this
Dropping out
I’m done
Blackened death metal riffs and Lovecraftian horror go hand-in-hand on the Seattle brutalists' ferocious eight-track epic. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 6, 2023